[Felvtalk] Tucker

[dlgegg at windstream.net]

I have been there so many times, over 20 now.  You ask yourself "what more could I have done?", You did all you could, loved him, gave him food and shelter and loved him some more.  I think I know how you feel, but not really, because each one is different.   It will hurt for a long time and every time you think about him, you will cry, but it does get a little better as time goes by and if you are lucky, another one will come to yo in need of help and love and it starts all over again.  I think that is why we are here, to provide the love and care needed by some whose needs are great.  We are God's ambassadors to the animals around us.
 
---- Rachel Dagner <rdagner at novahrc.com> wrote: 
> I lost him yesterday morning. He was having a really hard time breathing
> due to the tumor in his chest. It was time, they got me in right away. It
> was so very hard to say goodbye. I haven't been able to quit crying since.
> It's so unbelievably hard, even knowing that it would happen soon. I miss
> him so much. Everything reminds me of him. I am at work luckily alone
> today, and can't quit crying. I had him with me at work last week and he
> was laying on my desk and purring and sleeping. It's just so hard to
> believe he is gone. I sat in the parking lot at my vets for at least an
> hour with my car door open, just in case he spirit needed to get inside
> and come home with me. I know it will get better, but right now the pain
> is just unbearable. I know that those here who have gone through this
> understand where I am right now.
> 
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