[Felvtalk] Tucker

[Amani Oakley]

Rachel

You're right. We've all been there but it doesn't ever get any easier. I had tears in my eyes, reading your email and knowing exactly what you are going through and how broken and heavy your heart feels right now. We all know, deep inside, that we did a wonderful thing for our little ones - giving them lots and lots of love and hugs. But right now, you'll be second-guessing yourself and wondering if you did the right thing. Know that you did, Rachel, and there was one less lonely, scared, hungry cat because of your commitment and your caring. 

Amani 

-----Original Message-----
From: Felvtalk [mailto:felvtalk-bounces at felineleukemia.org] On Behalf Of Rachel Dagner
Sent: June-07-16 10:33 AM
To: felvtalk at felineleukemia.org
Subject: [Felvtalk] Tucker

I lost him yesterday morning. He was having a really hard time breathing due to the tumor in his chest. It was time, they got me in right away. It was so very hard to say goodbye. I haven't been able to quit crying since.
It's so unbelievably hard, even knowing that it would happen soon. I miss him so much. Everything reminds me of him. I am at work luckily alone today, and can't quit crying. I had him with me at work last week and he was laying on my desk and purring and sleeping. It's just so hard to believe he is gone. I sat in the parking lot at my vets for at least an hour with my car door open, just in case he spirit needed to get inside and come home with me. I know it will get better, but right now the pain is just unbearable. I know that those here who have gone through this understand where I am right now.

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